Lost Heart

My Personality

Neuroticism	27
Extraversion	77
Openness to Experience	35
Agreeableness	60
Conscientiousness	89

You are a calm person who is considered almost fearless by some, however you don't usually get angry too easily but some things can annoy you. You lead a moderately paced life. You like some energetic activities, but also like to relax and take it easy. You prefer facts over fantasy and are more interested in what is happening in the real word. You do not enjoy confrontation, but you will stand up for yourself or push your point if you feel it is important, however you are not affected strongly by human suffering, priding yourself on making objective judgments based on reason. You are more concerned with truth and impartial justice than with mercy. You strive hard to achieve excellence. Your drive to be recognized as successful keeps you on track toward your lofty goals. You often have a strong sense of direction in life, but may sometimes be too single-minded and obsessed with your work.

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:D? Do you think this is like me...? anyyyone x3

*_______* holyyyy molyyy im in love with those series gosh xDDD
night is my smexy lover now .-. A shrine will definitly be coming to him AND
VAMPIRE KNIGHT IS SO GOODDDD WHO IS EVERYONES FAVORITE CHARACTER???

Alright guys, this took me like a couple days to finish 8D After replaying Symphonia again with Riley I got really inspired to make my Presea shrine come to life~ I really adore this character and couldn't wait to get her up! All pages work, except Genis' page because his is going to take me awhile to complete, I am going to finish it tomorrow though~ But yeah! Here is the grant opening~ LOST ARIA. WOOO~! x33

Well, I am still grounded from the computer for awhile but Riley was kind enough to let me do some site things on it still. I got a lot of work done at least, and here is what I have done!

AURORA - got a new layout! It wasn't getting much updates so I decided to make a new one =] And yeah, information for that will be coming soon~

mp.dark-ocean.net - the collective has been finished! I named it Rainbow Notes. =]

MILEFUELLExTAKUTO - the fanlisting has been revamped. Information coming shortly, plus a huge gallery idea is in the process of being finished. Also, a new name and a ton of new codes. =]

COMPANION - the Kirara fanlisting has been finished -since awhile ago- but is looking for members and affiliates 8D Thanks again to staffers for approving me!!

DEVOTION - Devotion is the approved Kisshu fanlisting from Tokyo Mew Mew that I got up. information and gallery/media will be up soon!

Well yeah, that's all I got up that I can show to the public for now =] A lot of layouts have been made but arent up yet like:
1. Tales of Symphonia: Lloyd Irving - new layout and information coming soon!
2. Tokyo Mew Mew - Ichigo x Masaya - new layout and information coming soon!
3. Tokyo Mew Mew - Berii - new layout and shrine coming soon!
4. Kingdom Hearts - Lost Heart - new layout for main page made, coming up shortly!
5. Pokemon - Articuno - new layout and codes

Hmm.. there's 2 huge projects that I am working on right now and will be up sometime soon as well~ =]] So yeah~ Oh yeah, Cless is coming to the network in a few days as well >33

Highlight the items that are true to you. You're the Organization XIII member that has more highlighted items:

I. Xemnas:
[x] You are the leader most of the time.
[x] You like black.
[ ] You wished/wish you were someone else.
[ ] You don't listen to others.
[ ] You like doing research.
TOTAL: 2

II. Xigbar:
[ ] You have bad eyesight.
[ ] You like throwing things at others when angry.
[ ] You wish you were able to teleport.
[x] You wear your hair in a ponytail. (sometimess)
[ ] You have/wish you had a gun.
TOTAL: 1

III. Xaldin
[x] You like windy days.
[ ] You have tried to steal something precious from someone.
[x] You like dragons.
[ ] You have/like dreadlocks.
[ ] You've tried to anger someone on purpose.
TOTAL: 2

IV. Vexen
[ ] You are disrespected by the young ones.
[ ] Someone has already considered you a traitor.
[ ] You are the oldest of your group.
[ ] You like experiments.
[ ] You like cold days.
TOTAL: 0

V. Lexaeus
[ ] You are not very talkative.
[x] You like brain games. (WOO FOR BRAIN AGEE 2)
[ ] People are afraid of you because of your appearance.
[ ] You prefer heavy weapons rather than light ones.
[x] You are very strong, physically speaking.
TOTAL: 2

VI. Zexion
[ ] You love reading.
[ ] You are not very sociable.
[ ] You are one of the shortest of your group.
[ ] You have a very sensible nose.
[ ] You like to illude others.
TOTAL: 0

VII. Saïx
[ ] You have double-personality issues.
[ ] You are more active during night rather than day.
[ ] You like werewolves.
[ ] Your superior trusts you.
[ ] You have a scar on your face.
TOTAL: 0

VIII. Axel
[x] You are somewhat a pyromaniac. {WHOS NOTT? >3}
[x] You care deeply for your best friends
[x] You are a two-faced when you need to
[x] You don't like when people don't remember your name (duhh)
[x] You have a very fiery personality.
TOTAL: 5

IX. Demyx
[x] You like music.
[ ] You know how to play a guitar.
[x] You like rainy days.
[x] You like swimming.
[x] You are usually a very happy person.
TOTAL: 4

X. Luxord
[x] You like playing cards.
[ ] You like to gamble.
[ ] Your favourite color is gold.
[ ] You have stolen money from others.
[ ] You have/wished you could curse someone.
TOTAL: 1

XI. Marluxia
[x] You like pink.
[x] You like flowers.
[ ] You are plotting to overthrow your superior.
[x] You were betrayed by someone.
[ ] You are a bit of a flamboyant person.
TOTAL: 3

XII. Larxene
[x] You're the only female on your group.
[x] You like storms.
[ ] You're pretty agile.
[ ] You like to mock others.
[x] You think ninjas are cool.
TOTAL: 3

XIII. Roxas
[x] You love ice cream.
[ ] You are the youngest of your group.
[ ] You think people are hiding something from you.
[ ] You usually have strange dreams involving people you've never met.
[x] You prefer afternoons rather than nights and mornings.
TOTAL: 2

Write here your result: YAY AXELL YAYY =] lmao<33

I got Mints layout up yay :D
( http://ga.dark-ocean.net/mint )

and yeah.. Im pretty happy with it! :DDD
PLUSSS
15 more days till my birthday
its on December 19thhh and I cant waitttttt =] I think im going to get even more Axel/KH stuff and a lot of games for the DS but im not sureee yett =]

sorry everybody
x.x
i have been really busy with school and what not, and i will be going on more often now!
AIM- axelxxxx3
MSN- axel_rika@hotmail.com

=] anyway
so yeah, i havent been able to do much lately. I made a new layout for Mint(galaxy angel) and Lloyd Irving(tos) but i havent had the chance to put them up yet ^^;; maybe sometime this weekend
and yeah


im trying to get all my small upcomings up first before i do guy from TOTA

i will probably do Rid from TOE
then demyx from KH2
then cless from TOP



OH! And im thinking of making an axel x sora small fansite =] hehe your thoughts on that?



and from there i will see
anyway
g2g
.-.
byee

woooooo
After a few months of work.. like august till now, I finally did the huge revamp for Axel for Lost Hearts b-dayy!!

( http://dark-ocean.net/axel )

I am soooo happy its done 8D My old information and stuff was so ugly and dumb D: butttttt now its way better =] So yeah..... any affiliates or comments or join the *unapproved* fanlisting? xD Thanks 8DDD

yeahhhh im back now 8DDD Sorry guys! School has been blah and I get warn out easily so I end up just going to sleep after I do my homework..(which we get a lot of this year D: ) so yeah. I have been sick for the past 3 days.. stayed home from school thursday and friday(today) and then we have sat. sun. and mon. off obviously. sooooo its like a 5 day weekend for me 8D I have been working very hard on Axel.. x.x I am almost finished, and his opening is on Sunday.. :D I am really excited!! Also a public sorry to Martel because of Sync DD: I apologize sooo much! I will get him up today after I finish what I need to get done on Axel I promise <333

Ohhh and for those of you who asked to affiliate with Saix, I will be adding you back in a few mins, but ill comment on your posts so you know I have added you! Alsooo I found out a name for my Demyx shrineeeeee =DD Drawdown.. it might not make sense right now but once I get Demyx up ill write what it means and what not so its ok >3

Hmmmmm.. After i finish my Axel revamp.. I'm going to have to work on either:

1. A revamp for TOS: Lloyd
2. TOTA: Guy Cecil
3. DIGIMON: Izumi Koushirou
4. Finish Talim from SC2/3
5. TOP: Cless Alvine
6. TOE: Rid Hershel - finish shrine part
orrrrr
7. Revamp all fls with new layouts (besides for the ones that are shrines)

WHICH ONE DO YOU GUYS WANT TO SEE? 8D -not sure herself on what to dooo-
orr if you want any other of my projects from my domain ( http://dark-ocean.net/projects.php ), feel free to let me knowww

zomggggggggggggggggggg......


I FINISHED HIMMMMMMMMMMM asdaksjflaksfjasfasf xDDD Took me a few days but now he's done! :D ( http://dark-ocean.net/saix )

yeahhhhh i am sooo happy he's done now .-. Sooo yeah.. any KH related things wanna affiliate? :D Just leave me a message about it

woooooooooooooooooooo =]]]]]

Alright! There's only 16 days left of my summer vaction and I have a lot of things to do!!

1. Finish Saix - I am planning on getting him finished within the next 3 days! :D It's called DARKER then Winter <33
2. Finish Summer reading book number 2.. this shouldn't take me that long ill finish it on one long boring day.. ha
3. keep working on revamp for Axel.. it will all be done by October 7th, so It still has a lot to be worked on.. but it will be worth the wait. Also, on the first week of October, up until the 7th, Lost Heart will be on revamp so I can finish a few things that i cant hidenly :D soooo you will have to wait 7 extra days to veiw the shrine
4. Keep working on Talim.. yeah I started Talim and then I just left her -.- Sooo I need to try to get her finished.. D:
5. Get certain fanlistings new homes!!! Pleaseeee if someone's interested in any of the ones below please email me!!!
- Terriermon from Digimon
- Crash Team Racing which is a video game
- Berii from Tokyo Mew Mew A La Mode
- Cubone from Pokemon
- Here (In Your Arms) = song
- Dude Wheres My Car which is a movie..

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEEE I want all these gone in the next 16 days or else I am closing them!!! Thanks <33

the face on the milk carton
omg.. so I just finished a summer reading book i had to do called The Face on the Milk Carton.. it's the saddest book I ever read in my life.. I cried soo hard.. If you are planning on reading this book dont read down..


















anyway.. so the book is about this girl named Janie who was just a normal girl with a dorky next door neighbor named Reeve. Janie had a milk allergy so she could never drink milk. But one day at lunch she really wanted it to she stole her friends milk carton and drank it. she looked on the back and she recognized the missing person.. it was her.. soo she started obsessing about it. She only told Reeve about what was going on.. She wanted to get things off her m ind so she went outside and saw Reeve cleaning up. He grinned at her and told her to help rake the leaves. She was so mad so she raked hard and constant till they were all in a pile. Reeve jumped into the pile and she went on about can 800 numbers track your house back (because there was a 800 number under the missing person sign.) He laughed at her and pulled her down in the leaves with her and started to kiss her. he stopped and she pulled him back down for more. His mom HAD TO RUIN THE MOMENT by telling him he had a phone call so he rushed inside.. Janie was soo embarrassed and knew he wasn't going to come back out so she went inside thinking about how much she loved him. Later on after school Janie was soo worried that she was really kidnapped so she walked home by herself in the rain from school. Reeve picked her up in the car and took her for ice cream where she had like some kind of heart attack thing because she was freaking out.. but it was from thinking her loving parents kidnapped her... He took her home. She looked around her room later and decided to put some of her old junk in the attic. She was looking around it and found an old trunk. Inside it was information and baby clothes about a girl named Hannah. she got so frustrated about it that she confronted her parents about it. Her parents told her the story. It was that their daughters name was Hannah. She was beautiful and really a great child but she hated the world. She didn't understand why she should get food when people were straving in the world so she never ate. She decided to run away and join a Cult where you can never leave after you join it. She was forced to get married to someoneo in the cult. One day she wound up on her parents doorstep with a beautiful 3 year old girl named Janie. They took her in as if she was their child. Hannah knew that the cult would be looking for them, so she decided to go back to it, she was obsessed with the cult. In reality, the parents Janie thought were hers, were really her grandma and grandpa, but she didn't care, she loved them just the same. Next.. she never told anyone but Reeve. She told Reeve she wanted to skip school with him. Reeve was expecting sex or whatever, but Janie wanted to go to New Jersey where the "Missing Child" aka her, was said to live before. So, they drove all the way to New Jersey. He told her he didn't expect to drive all the way here he expected to do fun things with her. She sort of ignored himish but she did love being with him. They didn't know what they were going to tell their parents. Reeve said that his parent's were going to expect they went somewhere to learn about sex with eachother. Janie was thinking how she wanted to explore him but she had other things on his mind. It was getting late and dark and they both didn't want to drive so they checked into a hotel together. They decided that they didn't want to have sex, but if they were in a nicer place they probably would have. Then they finally got home. Reeves parents and Janies parents were SO ANGRY. Reeves parents told them he was grounded for life, and Janie knew they wouldn't be able to see eachother anymore. Janie stepped in saying that Reeve was just trying to help her. His parents stopped being mad because Janies parents told them about what the story was. Janie had to promise her parents she wasn't going to run away like Hannah ran away. Janie and Reeve ended up going out. They made out a few times and what not. He got really sick about New Jeresy news. he just wanted to have f un with Janie and laugh and have a good time. Reeve told her that he told his sister about her situation about might being kidnapped by her "grandparents" from New Jersey. His sister said it was most likely that Hannah, the daughter of her grandparents, was the one who had kidnapped Janie. She must have done this because Hannah was alone and really hated her life and wanted and needed someone to be there. Since Janie was in the mall alone and only 3 and wanted attention, Janie went with her. After Janie kept wanting to hear more about it, they got in a fight.. They ended.. (at this point is where i started to cry) Janie hated her life. She said if she lost her parents next she would just die. 3 days later, Reeve had a new girl friend named Jennifer. Janies friends wondered if they were just going out because they heard that Jennifer slept with everyone. (at this point i was pissed off at Reeve). All Janie would think about is wanting to be next to Reeve and not this Jennifer person. Janie walked into the Seniors classes and said to Reeve, she needed his sisters number. Reeve left the classroom with her because she made him look like a retard. He drove her home. He gave her his sisters number, where he asked if he should call her first. Janie said no and started to cry. Back at this time you had to be excused from a house to leave. She told him he didn't have to stay any longer. He said "I'm Sorry Janie".. she turned around and cried more and said. "It's fine.. I'm sorry too" he responded with "No.. I don't mean it like that I mean I am sorry, I want to make it up." They got back together (yay but still crying even here).... next thing I know Janie sent a letter to her parents in New Jersey and then they had to tell her parents. Lizzie, Reeves sister came down to help settle this, because she was a lawyer. Janies mother ended up calling the Springs(NJ parents) and thats when the book ended with Janie saying.."hey mom.. its me.. Jennie"

anyway maybe that wasn't tthat emotional.. but if you actually read all the moments and how they break up and what its like with the parents aka grandparents its horrible and sad!

Then there are 3 other books after this. What Happened to Janie is the next one which is a preveiw there and it was about her other family.. so I guess she LEFT REEVE TO GO LIVE THERE.. which pissed me off and made me cry more because he must have been heart broken because they loved eachother..

The next one was the voice on the radio.. which is Reeve talking about their relationship and how he still loves her.. which I HOPE THAT MAYBE!! Janie will hear the radio and then they will meet up again and fall in love.. hopefully..

The last one is called What Janie Found... I don't know if Reeve and Janie will be together in the end.. but I want to get these 3 books because I NEEEEEEEEEED TO KNOW GOD DAMNIT.. lmao im ok.. Anyway this book made me cry so hard.. i went in my sisters room and i could barely talk from how much i was crying.. .____.

anyway my cpanel and file manager are really gay and messed up now that the new update happened *sigh* soooo i'm stuck with using Taco HTML Edit and Cyber Duck for awhile ;( Which really sucks because im in the middle of a huge ass update for Axel. *sigh* Axel will have so much more information, media, gallery everything x.x And ehh many layouts that are already made but i have them at my dads so i cant start.. though i did get one up ;D enough about axel for now.

Also, I got a shrine title for my beloved Guy from TOTA <3 Fidelity~ soo i'll start him soon as well. And, I am really excited to start guy ;D I don't know why i love him sooo much but I do hes the best character~

Umm... OH! I am going to be making a Demyx shrine and a Saix shrine as well.. I decided that I love them both as well, and they need more shrines out sooo they will be up soon. I have the name for Saix, but I need some help with Demyx titles? HELP?!?!?!

Hmm I might start a layout marathon with Oranization members(kingdom hearts 2).. so be prepared to join it if you are interested ;D

I'm also thinking about adopting out a few fanlistings.. they are

1. Cubone (Pokemon)
2. Berii (Tokyo Mew Mew)
3. Crash Team Racing (CTR)
4. Here (In Your Arms) - Song
5. Soul Calibur 2 - gone to Megan :D
6. Terriermon (digimon) -- ehh its hard but I want someone else to have em .-.


sooo these aren't for sure, but I am pretty sure I am adopting these out... if you are interested in any of them please feel free to email me right away at rika.darkocean@gmail.com and if I think you'd do a great job its all yours :D So basically first come first serve~ More fanlistings might come soon...

FANLISTINGS NEVER LEAVING DARK-OCEAN.NET
1. Lloyd Irving
2. Rid Hershel
3. Ichigo x Masaya
4. Umbreon
5. Yuusuke


... so maybe the rest might leave some day soon ...


Uhhh and my summer has been pretty good :D How about everyone elses?

*kergasps* Finished Arietta a bit ago, but I forgot to post about it x.x http://dark-ocean.net/arietta tell me what you guys think 8D Still working on the gallery because well.. i am lazy :P buttttt affiliates would be lovely~!

ALSO! TALIM IS BEING WORKED ON FINALLLLLYYYYYYYYYY 8DDD Wooo~! She has been upcoming for sooooo long... but I am working on her ;D

AND! I am going to be editing my Axel shrines information.. really needs to be updated x_x Soooo expect a lot more for Axel~<333 my baby was REJECTED from updates ;( soooo i will be updating him soon :DD~~~

wellllll the last title was suppose to be called Guy & Arietta soo oops about Anise xDDD;;


anywayyyyyy! Axel has gotten new avatars on the shrine 8DD Yayy!!

RID - http://dark-ocean.net/rid the AFL. and TFL. approved adopted from Lumina 8DDD The shrine is coming up slowly.. just have fanlisting up and gallery DD: More coming soon with that

MISHIROU - http://fan.dark-ocean.net/mishiro has a new layout new codes and has been trasformed into a shrine 8DDD yaay



as a final note im boooored so someone IM me or something 8DD Axelxxxx3 or axel_rika@hotmail.com ^__^

ooooommmmmmmggg.. Tales of the Abyss is like the bestest game ever!! Me and Riley are at the final boss battle now.. we are almost done with the game. My favorite guy character.. is GUY! XD I looove him he is such an emotionaly funny/sad/awesome character~!

My favorite female character is one of the 6th god generals, Arietta. When we had to battle her for the last time and I saw her die, I fell in love with her character and just had to make a shrine to her.

Ariettas shrine will be up before Guys shrine will be. Her character is less complex and shouldn't take as long as Guy will! Also, If anyone has any good images of Arietta could they please email me about it? D: Or talk to me online if you are a good friend.. I need some more pictures of her to make graphics out of and right now I only have a few images .-. thanks <333 DONATIONS OF ANYTHING FOR ARIETTA OR GUY WOULD BE AWESOME! It will boost the time length on when I will have them up 8DDD

oh.. and me and lumina are awesome 8DDD we talk about funny stuffs like that xDDD DIST WANTS YOUUUUUUUU haha~!!

omgish no wayyy!! xDD

Anyway... AXEL( http://dark-ocean.net/axel ) annnnnnd LLOYD ( http://dark-ocean.net/lloyd ) Got a new layout! :DDD

Comments, affiliates and members?(lloyd) are welcomed!! x3

wow ok so I revamped Pure Hope sooo much! ( http://fan.dark-ocean.net )

NEW
1.Layout
2. Current image buttons
3. Wishlist ( http://fan.dark-ocean.net/wishlist )
4. Linkage Buttons

UPDATED
1. Closed
2. Adopted Out
3. KIM List
4. Affiliates

I re-did all this because stupid me deleted my enth3 information, and I decided to revamp after i got all my fanlistings situated...

Wow guys.. just wow.. I am sorry for dying on here x.x Big post now I guess xDD;;

Okay so - I don't like Pat anymore xD obviously.. and.. yeah.. I like someone else who is really nice and stuff :D So I am happy and what not.

FANLISTINGS
1. Ranpha (http://ga.dark-ocean.net/ranpha) and Mint (http://ga.dark-ocean.net/mint) are going through revamps. Mints new layout will be up soon and Ranphas is already up. Made a bunch of new codes and what not for both though! Shrine is starting to come through x3; Sorry for the long wait with them .-.

2. I got the Yuusuke fanlisting yay! :D I am soooooo happy! Its up if ya wanna check it out! (http://dark-ocean.net/yuusuke). Please join peoples xD Code donations are appreciated and so are affiliates <3 Thanks :D

Approvals -
1. Songs - Here(In your arms) by Hellogoodbye
2. Hiromi (webmaster <3)

Rejections
1. Bridge to Tarabithia (movie)
2. Soul Calibur 2: Talim (game character)

Not really surprised that I got rejected... but it still hurts bad ya'know? .-. I hope that the owners of them will do good. But I know Courtney got The movie so I am happy <3 :3

SHRINES
yeaaaaaah if you look at my network (http://dark-ocean.net/network.php) you will see I added a lot on upcoming ^^;; But for current ones:

LOST HEART(http://dark-ocean.net/axel) - doing great! Just updated recently with a new layout and new pages! I can't wait for Final Mix to come out! I will revamp my shrine to the best I can get it to be :3

SPRIRIT GUN(http://dark-ocean.net/yuusuke) - Doing good! Still haven't gotten it anywhere near finished x.x But, any spare time I will try to get working on it harder and harder! :D

DEMON SLAYER(http://dark-ocean.net/sango) - Yeah.. this is probably the saddest Sango shrine out >_<;; I will have a MAJOR revamp on it over the summer. Bunch of images and goodies! Information too.. way more.. I feel very bad even having it up o_o;; its ugly!

PIECE OF CAKE(http://ga.dark-ocean.net/ranpha) - Well, new layout as said above. Gallery is starting its way up with images at least x.x This will take me a bit longer to get everything to look good! But, I'll try hard!

COSTUME PLAY(http://ga.dark-ocean.net/mint) - Same as Ranpha but I haven't gotten the new layout up yet.. x.x I will have it up soon! Probably by the end of today or tomorrow. Be patient with me D:

PUMPKIN KING(http://dark-ocean.net/jack) - wow... same as Sango not even close to being good or done x.x I still have the whole media section and the information is done.. but I will look over it and try to make it better D: And a new layout even though no one has really seen it yet.. xD;

SOUL SONG(http://dark-ocean.net/sc2) - Got more information about the people up! Yaaaaay :D More coming soon! ^_^


Yeah all of these need big work done on them.. I'll have them up and ready hopefully during the summer or before! :D


UPCOMING SHRINES
Theres a bunch but these are the main ones I am planning on getting up soon! Bare with me for the others <33

UNNAMED(http://dark-ocean.net/talim) - This is one of the shrines I will have up soon before the others over the summer - so be prepared for me :P
UNNAMED(http://dark-ocean.net/kouga) - After I get Sango all finished up over the summer and stuff, I will start working on Kouga too! He is one of my life I cant let go of <3
LOST ARIA(http://dark-ocean.net/presea) - This one will be up when I totally finish Lloyd which wont be that long.. I can't actually wait to start on her! She is one of my favorite characters yay..
VERSION UP(http://dark-ocean.net/izzy) - My favorite character from Digimon.. he will be up close to the top too!
HORIZION(http://dark-ocean.net/cless) - I'm not really sure when this will be up.. when the fanlisting gets removed I am definitly applying but I'll try to have it up even if I dont get the fanlisting soon!

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